You Know Why I’m Here…

Hey everyone guess what? I’m still alive lol. As y’all know, I might be all over the place because I just say what I feel and let it flow, so, you know what to expect… I appreciate the traffic that still comes to my website even though I haven’t posted anything on here in a while and honestly, it’s not because I’ve stopped or given up or moved on to something different, it’s just that sometimes, I just don’t feel like doing it and I am someone who, unless I OFFICIALLY say I’m done with something (like the music for example), I’m always likely to come back at some point. You know, the funny thing is that, I write every single day. I’m always writing. I’ve never stopped. In fact, I have a good thirty to forty blog postings in my draft folder that are complete, I have just never put them up either because of my mood or because I just didn’t feel like sharing them. It’s crazy, I know. I am the most “public” “private” person one could know. I could be all over social media and my website one minute and then “poof”, just disappear out of thin air without warning for a certain period of time. My closest people know that I’ve always been like that. Especially at the height of the “Staticide” era from 2008 to 2010 when it felt like EVERYTHING was clicking. I was a top person on MySpace (yea, remember that lol), people had my music on their profiles, my Staticide 2 mixtape was pretty hot, Staticide 3 was making some waves, my Twitter was on fire, and then just like that “poof”, I was off of everything. Stopped making music until I came back to everything three years later in 2013. There was no real reason behind it, mostly it was a “mental health” thing. There is so much chaos in the world of social media and even in the music industry and sometimes you just need a breather in private just to get back to reality… and sometimes, honestly, there is no real reason, you just don’t feel like dealing with it that’s all. I’ve never been under anything or anyone’s influence to alter how I operate. I’ve always done it my way and that’s how I’ve always been. For those of you who have read my blogs or stay up to speed on them, you know they are completely unfiltered, raw, and uncut. Why? Because I blog about how I feel, what I feel, and sometimes even about my life. And sometimes, none of that is flowers and sunshine. I love that so many people have been able to relate to some of my situations, but sometimes, as much as I want to share, I tend to pull back and that’s why I have a folder full of drafts lol. It’s nothing at all bad, don’t get me wrong, it’s just times where I want to share and times where I don’t. I’m a strange person I know, but hey, I like it that way and I’m completely comfortable in my skin. Those who aren’t good with me? Well, like I always say, “I’ll never be homeless because I’ll always be living rent free in someone’s head.” By the way, if you steal that, give me my credit. Don’t be all up on Twitter or any other social media you use trying to boost your follower count by taking credit for my classic quotes (I’ve seen it far too many times over the years). But all in all, even though I may be “here and there” with my blog postings, it won’t take me a full year to post another. By the way, stay safe in the meantime, Covid does still exist so mask up! HAPPY 2022!

~Stat~